Flimsy

I wouldn't be surprised if you stopped waiting.  It's hard.  I've been there.  If you go back to your old habits then you never intended to change.  I thought we were stronger than this, but I guess I'm the one not brave enough to face you when all I feel is pain.  I'm sorry.  I'm sorry that you no longer know the person you loved.  I'm sorry that I have changed so much it hurts you.. That I hurt you.. In every possible way.  You're braver for wanting to change and wanting it to work.  My head is in a mess.  My heart is in disarray.  I need you more than ever but I keep pushing you away.  I don't want you to be miserable.  I don't want to hurt you anymore.  I'm sorry.  I love you but I'm sorry.

California Maki.

-karlalauren -sugarcanes_weathervanes

What my eyes could not see,
I trust yours would.
Just help me move
So this will help you move.

We are young and free.
There is so much time to mingle.
I am not the only one
Your heart would choose.

Let this be a lesson learned.
Change for the right reasons.
Change to be a better person.
Change for the next big thing.

Change for the person you're
Going to fall in love with next.
We had it and we lost it.
Let us learn from it and cherish it.

Let us set each other free.
If it is true that we are for each other,
Then let us wait and give it time.
Let us be patient.

I hope you have learned your lesson
As i have learned mine.
I have nothing more to remind me of you.
Just what it felt to be with you.
Soon, I will forget.
Thanks to my erratic memory.

Stalking: A favorite past time.

People really like to stalk.  I like doing it, I'm not entirely creepy when I do it.  It's a favorite past time.  It's funny that the most viewed blog post  I have is How To Stalk Someone as dictated by my stats page.  And my audience are mostly Americans.  Oh America, I have mixed emotions about you.